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Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 10:56 PM
shake it off I have a very bad habit that I can't seem to shake off. Its like my only personal best friend that has been there for the past years. It started when I was younger, by accident. I never really thought of it as a habit that time. I never really viewed it as something serious. I was young. I didn't know it had a name. But when I knew of its name. Of its source and how it came about, by accident again. I started to realize that its quite serious. The habit is not often. But still... Something that has been there for years. Wouldn't it be risky to just let it continue? What if I wait any longer and I won't be able to let it go? I don't care what others say, I've read this I've read that and there so many different opinions about it. Some people support it, some don't.The main reason I just wanna get this thing out of my life is basically coz I feel like I'm living a double life. And I really wanna follow the straight path. I always feel as if I'm lying to myself. Like I'm lying to my own friends. My own family. They think I'm so good, pious maybe. But truth is I'm fighting with my own devil within me. I know my character is sometimes very silly and I do get people laughing at me because of it. But its okay. The next time when you see me, I hope you understand that no matter how goody I appear to be.I once shouted at my own mother, made my dad cry and almost ruined my own life. And I'm still battling this silent battle with myself against this habit I have. Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 3:36 PM
Adeely Ice Cream I've owned two phones so far. The first was Nokia. (I don't remember the model number though). The second is Sony Ericsson K700i. Now I have a third one. When I first got my Nokia phone, I was one of those who specially had 'coloured' display phones. I remember very well that during that time, there was this common Nokia phone that was popular among people around my age. It wasn't coloured. The display screen was either yellow or blue. It was quite obvious too see that the display were mostly pixels. Like you can see all the little dots or boxes. And there was this popular snake game everyone loved to play in them. During that time, my dad let me use line. But for some reason, the network was kinda unrealiable. The network was not good and I was waiting for a message. There was this point of time I put my Nokia phone nearby the window since the network was stronger around that area. And guess what? Ah, maybe you don't need to guess coz you might have already expected. A message came, my phone vibrated, and....it slid down and CRACK! My Nokia phone attempted a suicide from my window, which was on level 4. Yes, I was that silly.. Its stupid obviously. Then what did I do? I SCREAMED la of coz! Ahahahha. And quickly went down to rescue my phone. Downstairs, the phone was split to 3 pieces. The body, cover and battery. I tried to turn it on and it wouldn't. :( My dad sent it to the phone hospital. And miraculously it survived! But it didn't last long, only for about 1 and half years. Its final days were toturing to me. Mek. The display light just refused to work. And I had to use a torchlight to see what I was typing! Ahahaha.. Shortly after its death, my dad got me the Sony Ericsson phone. It was a last minute thing, so I didn't have the time to take my own sweet time to choose the model I really really like. I was into 'diamonds', 'gems', 'sparkly things' that time. So I went to decorate the side of the screen of my phone by pasting some sequins. Its supposed to be sewn on cloth I know. But that was the cheapest 'jewelery' I could get, to paste on my hp with SUPER GLUE... Yes, I did another silly thing again... I did the same thing to my spectacles too. K, that's another topic about spectacles. So ya, back to my Sony Hp. Eventually it came of. And they left this circular mark pasted at the side of my screen. It IS obviously ugly la. Everytime I looked at my phone, those 5 marks reminded me of how silly I was that time. Ahahaha. But the good thing about this phone was, I used it for 3 years! I had so much memories with it. There were times I wanted to change but I felt kinda attached to that phone. Ahaha. I soon got irritated with it due to the buttons. It got to a point where I wouldn't reply an sms coz I don't wanna type, due to those buttons. Also because I want a change and the camera wasn't that amazing from the start. So I made it a point to get a new phone with a better camera. Also, I wanted to try flip phones. That's when I found the LG KF350! a.k.a LG Ice Cream Phone. Mine is blue and I named it Adeely Ice Cream. Ahahaha. Originally I thought of getting the Motorola Razor, but I find that the LG phone was cuter and fun. Especially with all the LED on the cover. I still have the Sony Ericson phone with me. Its still in an okay condition to use, except for the buttons. But the shop I bought my LG phone from didn't want to buy it. Probably because it looks too hideous now. Ahaha. And guess what! I bought my LG phone at the same shop I bought my Sony 3 years ago. Didn't plan to buy it from there actually. Hmm..Maybe its fate. Ahahaha.  Hmm, I think watching this video is better. Since you can see whats so special about it. Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 9:54 PM
I didn't want to spoil that moment. We met. We walked. We sit. We talked. "I still have our pictures." "Really? U still have it till now?" "Yeah I kept it." Felt quite touched but embarrassed at the same time. Hesitates to answer... " Erm, I lost mine." "Oh, ok.." In my heart I said to myself, "Actually I cut them up. To tiny little pieces. Like the state of my heart that day. Because I was so disappointed." I'm sorry I lied. I didn't want to spoil that moment. Forgive me. But I'm not upset with anything in the past now. I'm happy. I'm glad. We've matured. Its such a miracle that you and me are still good friends. After all that we've been through. I know we're cool. Let's leave it up to fate to decide, this time. Missing u Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 10:49 AM
school started School started on Monday for SP students. I am not sure about other Polytechnics. Previously,I was kinda enthusiastic about updating my blog regularly. However, I kinda lost the momentum and become inconsistent again. I don't know why though. But actually I am always using my laptop most of the time. But, it seems to me like updating was beginning to feel like a chore. Ahahaha. But well, I managed to blog again today. Originally I wanted to post up some pictures and share some outings I went for the past 2 weeks, with my family. But I decided not. Lately I've been designing a logo for myself. Also, thinking of some ideas for my assignment. We are to design a portfolio, CD packaging and a business card. Individually. I showed my lecturer my concept and sketches yesterday and her feedback was that I need to put in more interactivity and not base it heavily on metaphors. I like designing, and even thought of becoming a graphic designer one day. But in Singapore, its difficult to get a job that does pure graphic design. Most of the time, they'll say that knowing some programming skills is an advantage. This is as of what I've read in job vacancies ads. Thus, I am making use of my programming skills as an advantage. And with programming, I should be able to do some interactive. SO she asked me to improve on my ideas or create new ones that has more relation to what I wanna do. So that's all I gonna talk about. Mostly about school..again..ahahha |