profile I'm adyla & i'm 19. I don't plan to delete this blog for now. Although I won't be active here anymore. So please visit me in my new blog, thanks. goal To upgrade. To achieve. To graduate. With rainbow colours. archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 the tagboard
affiliates My Crazy Sister, Zimah My Beloved Cuzzie, Nina My Beloved Cuzzie, Nisa My Beloved Cuzzie, Tasha My Lovely Sister, Kak Rufi My Close Gf, Shimma My Bestie, Charlotte My Close Gf, Syafiqah My Close Gf, Ain My Loving Friend, Aqidah My Adorable Buddy, Kathy My Sweet Friend, Taufiq My Cute Classmate,Janice My Cute Classmate's BF,Eugene S'pore Poly Make-Up Artiste Club credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 1:08 AM
feeling like a wallpaper A wallpaper - something u paste it on the wall. At first, u you'll fuss about it, its size, design etc. Whether it matches the room's theme whatsoever.. But eventually, after its up on the wall, you'll just stop noticing it. Once u know its there, then after that you don't bother about it much. You see it. But nothing happens. I know a wallpaper is not a verb, not a feeling. But i feel that. I feel very wallpaper. I feel like I"M a wallpaper. Especially now. Its mostly not about the part where we need to care about the size/design etc. But its more about the "just stop noticing it" part. I'm not aiming at anyone in particular, just that a group of people whom i thought were gonna be welcoming. I'm not sad. I just wished that i'd be more friendly, or sociable. Then maybe this wallpaper feeling won't be there. Am i THAT un-sociable? *Maybe there's something better. But at least i know some people who don't make me feel wallpaper-ish. |