profile I'm adyla & i'm 19. I don't plan to delete this blog for now. Although I won't be active here anymore. So please visit me in my new blog, thanks. goal To upgrade. To achieve. To graduate. With rainbow colours. archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 the tagboard
affiliates My Crazy Sister, Zimah My Beloved Cuzzie, Nina My Beloved Cuzzie, Nisa My Beloved Cuzzie, Tasha My Lovely Sister, Kak Rufi My Close Gf, Shimma My Bestie, Charlotte My Close Gf, Syafiqah My Close Gf, Ain My Loving Friend, Aqidah My Adorable Buddy, Kathy My Sweet Friend, Taufiq My Cute Classmate,Janice My Cute Classmate's BF,Eugene S'pore Poly Make-Up Artiste Club credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 2:28 PM
still waiting I finally went to visit the doctor yesterday before my skin problem(Eczema) becomes wild all over again. Surprisingly, when i went over to my grandma's place, some of my relatives were having a small birthday party. Ahahaha..We didn't have any presents, since ya, we didn't know. But the cake was really delicious. Chocolate. Yummy.. My mind and feelings has been pretty much occupied with something that i can't really tell in full details here. Thus, it explains the reason why my previous post seemed to be kinda..emotional. I have come to a part of my life where I have to decide my plans for my future. This comes from a part of an article online: "We control our actions, but not our destination. We command our intentions, but not our fate. But that's what ALLAH wants for us: good actions accompanied with noble intention - the secret recipe that carried the master-key to success in this temporal life, and the eternal abode." So basically, since the day that I made a confession, I've been putting all my trust in God, and believing that God knows whats best for me. Doing the Solat Istikharah, i really wish that HE will give me the patience and strength when i receive the signs or the answer. Its either a yes or a no. And both has their own disadvantages and advantages. I want to take care of you because I know you can take care of me to be closer to God. I know its complicated and sometimes I wonder if its all just gonna be a mistake. However, I see my future with you and after that day when I confessed, I suddenly felt motivated to do Solat Sunat either before or after the Fardhu prayers. I can only plan while God decides. If all goes well, Insya-Allah, i'll be with you. Forever. |