profile I'm adyla & i'm 19. I don't plan to delete this blog for now. Although I won't be active here anymore. So please visit me in my new blog, thanks. goal To upgrade. To achieve. To graduate. With rainbow colours. archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 the tagboard
affiliates My Crazy Sister, Zimah My Beloved Cuzzie, Nina My Beloved Cuzzie, Nisa My Beloved Cuzzie, Tasha My Lovely Sister, Kak Rufi My Close Gf, Shimma My Bestie, Charlotte My Close Gf, Syafiqah My Close Gf, Ain My Loving Friend, Aqidah My Adorable Buddy, Kathy My Sweet Friend, Taufiq My Cute Classmate,Janice My Cute Classmate's BF,Eugene S'pore Poly Make-Up Artiste Club credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 12:35 AM
reassurance It feels very painful to kind of discover that the person you wanna be with might be with someone you know. You don’t know if its true yet you wait to be told or discover the whole truth on your own. Little by little it feels like that is the way it is, by piecing up little evidences. You tell no one else, except yourself. But a part of you holds back, telling you not to believe it. But a part of you just needs proof or an explanation before deciding whether its correct. And no matter how hard you try to console yourself, you know you're just running away. Running away to accept the facts. But if its not true, then you'll feel relief. Cause all you need is the reassurance from that someone you want to be with. However, what if you discover or the truth is told a little too late. Then, you're not sure whether that same little heart can take it. When all this while you keep telling yourself you're gonna be strong. Yet, you're wrong. *But Allah will be there |