profile I'm adyla & i'm 19. I don't plan to delete this blog for now. Although I won't be active here anymore. So please visit me in my new blog, thanks. goal To upgrade. To achieve. To graduate. With rainbow colours. archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 the tagboard
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Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 8:35 AM
fearing of making the same mistake I feel so nervous, When I think of yesterday. How could I let things, Get to me so bad? How did I even let things get to me? I wanted to be so perfect you see, I wanted to be so perfect . - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Some already know but maybe to those who don't. In my previous post, the girl i was talking about is me. It was like i was debating against myself. Maybe this is how people feel when they have to deal with rejection. Maybe this is why there are some people out there who don't dare to fall in love again. I never understood why. I never understood why they would just take it for granted that there wouldn't be something better for them. But now I understand. Now I know. I made a mistake. And now I'm in that same position as those people. I worry I won't be able to confess to any other guy the next time. Fearing of making that same mistake. But maybe I'm wrong. I don't know. I think I just need time. I am still a girl. A girl tends to be sensitive and emotional about this kinda issues. |